How do I take care of myself, my whole self, while also taking the best care of my children?
How do I show up 100% as my self and live authentically in the world today?
How do I live in ultimate harmony with myself and with the Earth?
How do I meet all of the emotions that rise from within when I least expect it?
How do I stay positive when I feel like my world is falling apart?
Just some of the questions I’ve asked myself over and over again. Along with. . . "Whats your WHY, Marie?”
Why are you doing what you are doing? What’s motivating you?
Some serious self-inquiry is going on, its happening whether I want it to or not.
I am uprooting my self and my family and moving into a new home, in the same area. We are moving from our first home, starter home, into a brand new custom home. Its a real trip, it feels surreal, it feels like its not my life.
I’m feeling intense grief, confusion, sadness, and anger. I feel moments of motivation and excitement, potential and possibility. I am feeling the full range of emotions that are being brought up with the level of pressure, stress and ultimate transformation that is occurring right now.
Its a good thing, this uprooting, its leading to an upleveling, a period of intense growth and expansion.
This change is a change that is requiring me to reach to the depths of my soul for a wisdom that has been resting, dormant.
This metamorphosis is requiring a change of physical, mental and emotional state. So that my inner world is an energetic match for my outer world.
So, of course, I am questioning. Thank goodness I am questioning. Thank goodness I am asking questions.
I am asking difficult questions, to receive potent answers, that might provide clear direction.